Previous part – Part 1
BIL– ‘Hey How are you Sorry!!! Did you feel bad?’
(I wanted to say yes,but again emotions took over me)
Me — ‘I dont know..’
BIL– ‘What you mean by dont know..’
Me — ‘I dont know..’
BIL– ‘OK I think you liked my touch. I think you like my hand holding yours..’
Me — ‘I dont know..’
BIL– ‘Hey Come on. Just close your eyes. think of that moment and reply me and tell me the truth..’
(I did exactly what he told, Closed my eyes and again thought of that moment. Well I see a smile on face. )
Me– ‘I think I liked it..’
(I did not get any reply back from him. no reply. time is passing by. I was looking at my watch. It just 1 minute after I replied. Waiting for his reply. 1 min was like a hell. Still no reply. I am thinking what is he upto. I was getting restless. I waited for 5 more mintues. could not stop myself and and typed)
Me– ‘You there?’
(Well still no reply. What is he doing. why he is not replying. is he playing with me. . . testing me. . . what ??????. )
(almost 15minutes now, no reply, I was looking at my watch and the watsapp window all these times and then my eyes lit up. I saw that he is typing something, smile was back on my face)
Now further..
BIL– ‘Ahh was held with a call from office Sorry..’
BIL– ‘Wow you liked my touch. Thank god. I thought you are angry and will never talk to me again..’
BIL– ‘I am relived now..’
Me– ‘Why? What if I dont talk to you. What will happen..’
BIL– ‘Well, I am attracted towards you..’
BIL– ‘I like watching you,Like talking to you…’
BIL– ‘There is some kind of adrelnalin that rushes through my blood, a sweet kind of feeling when I see you..’
BIL– ‘I feel like I am not in my control when I see you, I like to touch you..’
BIL– So I took some courage and held your hand..’
(I did not reply for some time. Somehow I was feeling good. That he likes me, that he is dying to touch me. I was smiling)
BIL– ‘Hello. . You there ? Why are u not replying. say something!!!
Me– ‘Yes I am here. What should I say..’
BIL- ‘About your feeling, when I touched you. Off course you liked it but want to hear your experince.’.
Me– ‘Yes, I liked the touch. It was like nothing before. It stimulated my womenness. I think I felt like I am alive..’
BIL– ‘Oh Swetha. You made my day..
BIL– ‘Would you like me touch again ???
(I instantly replied)
Me– ‘I think Yes…’
BIL– ‘Thats great. Thanks..’
BIL– (sent me an image of boy and girl hugging) How about this ?
Me– ‘Oh,I got mad for one touch of yours. If you hug me. I think gonna die in your arms..’
BIL– So sweet. You gonna enjoy my hug…’
Me- ‘Ok I gotta go reached my in-laws house talk later bye..’
I reached my in-laws house saw my in-laws are waiting for me. The did a grand welcome as I was coming there after almost 2 years felt happy. Lots of smile on face. I think I was smiling more becuase of the watsapp discussion with my BIL. I think my confusion is gone now.
I think I wanted him to feel my body or may be I wanted to feel his body or may be I am desperate for sex, whatever it is . It was great new feeling within. My sexual feelings are aroused when I think of him. My body gets hot. my pussy starts to ooze. thats was kind of impact he had on me becuae of his touch.
Masturbating for the first time..
That night, I had a strong urge for sex. I wanted have sex with my husband, but as everyone are there and as it is small house, My sister-in-laws kids were sleeping along with us in our room. Cannot have sex. Oh my urge for sex is increasing. What to do!!!. Mastubate. Wait I have never ever masturbated.
I thought to have a watsapp chat again with my BIL. Oh No. there is no wifi here and as i am in roaming and signal is weak in the house internet is not working. I sadly kept my phone aside and started thinking again whether to masturbate or not and suddenly I realized that my right hand is on my right boobs and tickling the nipple gently over the nighty which I wore.
I closed my eyes. pulled the blanket such that it completely covers my body from top to bottiom slowly lifted my nighty till my neck, removed my red bra and gently placed my hands on the boobs and started pressing it. I was thinking of BIL that our faces are close to each other. Watching right into each others eyes and he pulled my nighty till my neck, removed my bra and gently fondling my boobs. Oh that feeling was just wow. Feeling his hands on my boobs, gave me some unlimited happiness. Now I was slowly taking my hands towards my pussy, but in my thoughts it was my BIL who is moving his hand towards my pussy.
Ahhhhhh. . . . . I left a long breath. He pushed his hand inside my red panty and gently kept his hand on my pussy. Ohhh. . . . . . . mmmmmmm. . . Ah. . . . what a feeling of having my BIL hand only pussy. I am loving it. Now he slowly pushed his middle finger inside my pussy. Oh. . . . GOD. Oh . . GOD. mmmmmmmmm. . . Ah. . . ye. . . . He is thrusting his middle finger inside my pussy in and out,touching deep inside my vagina. . ahhhhhhhhhhh. . . lovely. . all this time I was holding his face and we are wacthing each other right in each other eyes.
Ohh lovely. I pulled him towards me. . towards my boobs and gently whispered in his ears, suck my boobs. He obliged, opened his mouth and I pushed my boob in his mouth. Oh. . . . . he is sucking my right boob, pressing nipple of my left boob with his left hand and finguring my pussy with his right hand and doing all three actions at the same time. . . . ohhhhhhh. . . I am in oblivion, heaven, a new world of exitement. I am about to cum. . my heart is beating at the speed of knots. the pressure of his finger in my vigina is increasing and then. . aaah. . ah. . ah. . . aaaaaaaaah. . . aaaah. . I was moaning with pleasure all the way and ah. . . . I cummed. . . my cum is all over his hand.
I looked at him again and smiled. Thanked him for the pleasure he gave me by gently kissing him on his lips and asked him to sleep on body hugging me with his face on my boobs. I hugged him tight. I opened my eyes. I masturbated for the first time in my life at the age of 33. It was like real. It was a great pleasure. I was wondering had I ever had such pleasure with my husband even for a real sex. Don’t know may be not my heart beat is slowing down felt very relaxed cleanup my pussy with the blanket and went to sleep.
Well next day, we went to shopping with my in-laws. I watsapp-ed my BIL by just saying simple Hi. He replied saying he is busy at office and will reply late, and in night as usual no sex as kids are there in my room. I again masturbated thinking of my BIL
Day of Real Sex..
After masturbating again for the second night my urge to have sex with my BIL has grown. Now I was dying for it. But I did not want to make a move. Masturbating was ok, but having sex in real. . this thought was scaring me. Am I doing right? am I not wrong?. all these thoughts were in my head.
Next day as planned I wanted to go to my parents house along with my husband. I was somehow sure that my BIL will also come there as my sister said that she will join me at my parents house. I thought if he comes, I will try to avoid him and will not make any move from myside. So the day arrived. Me, my kid and husband went to my parents house. We reached there by around 11:00AM. My sister still did not arrive. I called her and asked by what time she is coming.
She told me that she will come by evening 4 pm. I said OK. We had lunch with our parents. Like around 2 PM, i was feeling hot again, my husband was busy talking to my dad I thought I will go to washroom and masturbate thinking of my BIL but then my mom called me for help for small house hold works.
I got busy in that didnt knew it was already 4. 00 PM. I wondered why my sister still did not arrive and again for whom I am waiting for, my sister or my BIL and said to myself I will not go anywhere near to him or give any such signals which can make him think of going furhter as this can lead to a relationship beyond boundaries.
Masturbating is fine but real sex is something I did not want to do and thougt of stopping all this nonsense. And there you go. . bell rang. My sister arrived and with him my BIL. He gave a smile, I did not respond back with the smile. We all spent sometime together chatting, playing cards and during this time, I swear I made a sincere effor to not to talk to him so that he gets a signal that I am not interested on him. My parents house is of 3 floor. Ground floor is rented, 1st floor my parents live, it has hall, kitchen and 2 bedrooms and 2nd floor there are 2 guest bed rooms and a balcony.
Story still continues.. 😉 😀 😛 🙂 🙂